I’m hating the smell of the
favorite perfume I used since childhood. The most loved garlic fry
seems excruciating to my senses. The sunscreen I prescribed to my
better half is sponsoring repulsion between us whenever applied. I am
not able to eat anything as I feel like puking as soon as I see any
food in my plate… I get up at midnight and cry for no reason. No
work excites me… no reading material interests me. I’m living in
a weird state of impatience, anxiety and restlessness.
I shout at my better half for all
unreasonable stuff. He is on his toes to keep my mood in place 24x7.
He shows me movies, cooks new stuff to interest my taste buds, while
I’m hardly able to swallow anything. Reads jokes for me at
midnight, but I do not feel interested.
I keep
thinking about the all the pessimistic obnoxious stuff, what is the
use of having progeny? Will I be able to bear and rear successfully
and efficiently? What useful will my child do besides living with so
many unanswered questions like me?
The Beta HCG level is doubling every 24 hour..
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